dawn-newlifeNYP

2009-05-25T23:20:00.001+08:00

SO TIRED!
missed

2009-04-08T10:44:00.002+08:00

HELLLOO WORLLDDD haha
pwen is back!
yes to this lonely blog.

Anyway,
Really interesting :D
got a email and the results as stated.

Means: If you can choose a prestigious working career, you will be very successful. However, you should avoid the tendency to get big-headed and you must never take your career for granted. You should also watch your back, as you tend to attract jealousy into your life and could get betrayed. Always look for long-term benefits.

got my new handphone.
thanks to my dearest sheng! :DD [got the same model and colour as her!! haha]
i can say its damn cool but still exploring like, yea somehowwww la. lols.
shall post pictures in a while!
brb.

2009-03-16T12:32:00.001+08:00

like at the end of the day all you want is someone to listen care and show concern about you.

perhaps the selfish me

2009-03-04T01:18:00.000+08:00

I WANT A HAIRCUT.
YOU KNOW IT DONT YOU.
HAHA.

GOODNIGHT!

2008-12-06T00:18:00.002+08:00

他们喜欢自在独立的空间。就算你是他最好的朋友，也不要老和他粘在一起，你要知道他并不喜欢如此，尽管他不会直接说出来。你也得相信，你的天平座朋友也许半年也没有音信，但是只要一见面，你还是他最好的朋友。因为他就是这种交友方式，你拿他怎么办？

'我懒得……'

这是天平座的口头语。他们懒得出门，懒得聚会，懒得应酬……所以他们并不是很喜欢参加party。倒是宁愿呆在家里上网，看书，画画。他们自身是均衡的，一个人的均衡总比一群人的均衡来的容易。所以他们喜欢独处。

天平的冷静，连他们自己也觉得惊讶。'我居然如此冷漠！太不可思议了……'他们审视自己的时候，感觉有点陌生。那是因为他们把内心世界掩饰得连自己都骗过了。他们控制情绪的能力太强了。最亲近的人会感觉到，天平给人不露声色的隔离感，有时会被埋怨'太冷静了，我都不知道你在想什么！' 可是他们不是故意要隐瞒什么，只是出于本能。一个连自己都骗过了的人，你还能要求他对你坦白什么？

天平，其实是很独立的一个星座。他们在霓虹灯影里微笑，在灯火阑珊处寂寞。他们叫你懂得：孤独的最高境界是繁华。

wah, am i? LOL.
i read this email that says about libra. chinese wordings zzz! almost die while reading.
LOL ok not so bad larr. at least im a B3 standard XD
i can cfm one sentence "'我懒得……' " THIS!
opps. haha

but really, my best friend will remind as my best friend just like my sheng sheng.
really feel bad for not meeting her :(
AND BABY, u didnt reply my sms. lols.
better go "opps" when you see my blog. wahaha.
do let me know if you have any place of interest these few days
cos i really dont know what to do on 18th :(
sorry. very sorry!
we should just get out of SG! haha
i will, we will and we must!

shall upload pics next time. im lazy to do so now.
tataaa! off to do my use case ddescriptionnnnn despite the late hrs :(
goodnight

2008-11-14T19:43:00.002+08:00

was really looking forward to this.
was really excited.
mum actaully AGREED upon my first time asking. :)
but blame it on my wulu place. aww ok!

some photos :) shall update more again.
we took a lot of pic in sch!
xD
im lucky to have them as friends :):)

SEE ALL OUR FACE! LOL. i saw the cam and i gave a stupid face!!

i kept losing the game and have to eat a lot :(

my stupid face!

2008-11-14T15:00:00.002+08:00

DEPARTURE FROM CHANGI AIRPORT TO JAPAN :D

See the lovely mum, sis, bro i have here.

Kar hwee and me! :D the two white dress girl.

Our beloved Mr.Ota :DD

bestie and me! she gave me lots of support in this trip! thanks girl.

2008-11-14T14:48:00.000+08:00

JAPAN TRIP.
THIS POST CONSIST OF ONLY DAY 6 ONWARDS.
DUE TO MY FREAKING DESKTOP - BREAK DOWN, I LOST ALL MY 42GB JAPAN TRIP PICTURE. SORRY EVERYONE.
AND I SERIOUSLY HATE TO BLOG BECOS FREAKING THINGS HAPPENS.
EVERYTIME,
was actually excited to blog but..
ffff. i've done this post more than ten times and freaking internet keept dcdcdcdc!!! idiot
one more time and im not gonna blog.
and this freak.
says its saving but it didnt save ALL THAT I'VE DONE AT ALL.
DAMN IT.

DAY 6
HAMAMATSU HIGASHI HIGH SCHOOL HOME STAY FIRST DAY :)
MY GIRLS.

piano that plays on it' own

all my talented friends.

see all the cutie fruity.
since i have not talent.. i went around taking photos while waiting for the guide to bring us around the factory.

we arent allowed to take pic inside there so there's none at all.

but it's really thumbs up.

FRUIT PARK.

A very nice park :)

everywhere is fruits!!

THE DAMN LONG LONGLONG LONG ESCALATOR.

APPLE TREE

WELCOME TO THE PLAYGROUND.

YOKOSO.

Ryogashi cave. too bad my batt went flat when we reached here.

its really a nice cave.

food food food!!

DAY 7

Chukyo university!

their school is so damn nice.

they are real friendly. thanks chukyo!

left: Ayumi and Ryoko

left: Ayumi, Peiwen, Yuki, Ryoko

The GROUP C! :):)

all the pretty babes!

Our Performance Group

mememememe keep zilianing on the bus. XD

picture says a thousand words.

TATATA!

TOYOTA MUSEUM.

my pretty karhwee !

sweetie siew wai and me!

ps:/ rhys wanna join us too, WE ALL KNOW!haha

Ivan and me

the super cute car

Our toyota guide.

The toyota bus! damn nice!!!! the interior, WOW.

Finally! our long waited, 100 yen shopp.

I LOVE THE CORN SOUPPPP
thumbs up.

LOVE MY 1213 too!

the bed is really really nice to sleep on and everything there is perfect.

lack - nth!

the toilet is damnnn good too.

my precious. rhys and valerie.

END my day with an apple tea :)

an apple a day keeps the doctor away.

an apple tea a day makes you miss mineral water!

DAY 8

FREE AND EASY!

but sad, we miss our couch and ying zi jiejie.

we have to walk like hell la.

hq always cut in when ppl is taking pic ! hahahha!!

everyone is busy buying tickets!

Pretty yidan

yes, we took each other's pic since we're opps.

whose finger! cover my face!!!

finally, we reached TOKONAME after a terrible train ride.

VERY VERY SQUEEZY and VERY WARM!

but as we all see, none of the japanese actually feel its warm. weird.

its really veryvery terrible.

we have to change a lot of train somemore.

i wil get lost if i come alone. seriously! haha

a special thank to our tour guide becos she is really fantastic!

we really miss them, the very last day.

THERE.

my precious.

left: si fan,valerie,rhys,pw,yingyan,geogina,mingjia,karhwee,melissa

we are all acting cool! or rather, hooligans. haha

this is our cute tokotoko bus :)

since its still a while before this shuttle bus move towards us, we took some pics :)

supposingly this pic only have derrick and yingyan becos they actually wear the same colour pants, same design same colour, CONVERSE SHOE! haha..

however, geogina and hong ging went in to join the fun and i SNAP it down! haha.

(ps:/ i was only allowed to snap their half body. but i cheated.)

cq, kc, zs

many many cats.

each represents a meaning.
skip the meaning, enjoy the pic.

THIS CUTIE! it went to xiu cheng's shirt and i snap it down.

so cool.

i seriously didnt have any chance to see such red and pretty ones in Singapore.

flowers along the pathway. arent they pretty.

OSU!

finally, we can START SHOPPING!!

we're finally at NAGOYA!

it's really a tiring day for everyone. BUT, FUN!

Day 9 (Departure) :[[

this post was actually done on the 10th oct 2008 at 2.48pm.

after soooo long then i can get it up.

omo.

and its not even the full trip.

sorry!

2008-10-17T22:02:00.003+08:00

i've edit this pic, to a darker tone. do i suit this tone?! haa

my dear dear blog.
i'm back!

i've got one bad and good news.
bad first.

i've DROPPED my OE!
awww. sad sad sad.
but i'll take you back soon, like after my poly life?
lols..

next,
good news.
cos i've dropped my OE,
i'll have more TIME! :) and i'll study hard hard hard.

below, Ryoko san[japanese fren from chukyo uni] send me this :) she is just so friendly!
and i'm sure to be sooo lucky to have a friend like her. :)

2008-10-15T19:11:00.015+08:00

11 OCT 2008 :)) HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME!

above, credit to baby! he edit it for me :)

DINNER! nice! delicious! but too bad i'm still sick then.

THANKS BABY! i've enjoyed this day.

thanks for the present and the dresses. :) LOVES.

12th Oct 2008 With Mei Sheng

we went Qian Hu to feed the fishes with our toes. haha

I LOVE HER :)

it's really itchy.

mine

hers

us!

After which, we went hot pot culture! :):)

stupid face. All thanks to MS! haha i wanted to take a picture with her but she took mine ALONE instead. :(
Thanks my dear!

nownow, i've to start thinking what to do for your birthday!

sg is just so boring.

BIRTHDAY :)

at around 11 plus going 12, they all actually came knocking at my door!

how sweet right.

yes, ivan karhwee,jeffery,valerie,rhys,me [from left to right]

credit to all of them!

i am really happy that they actually came all the way here.

all thanks to rhys for organising and the girls + guys for being so willingly to join in.

heard from them[many many girls from japan trip?] they actually wanted to celebrate for me on thurs but i felt damn sick then.

i'm sorry girls! i really appreciate it! thanksss!!

once again, THANKS MY DEAR FRIENDS.

thank you chelle :) i wish you a happy happy birthday too!

thanks, lincoln for your present.

and not forgetting this person! JASMINE :)

thank you.

i've yet to complete my entry for JAPAN TRIP POST!

damn.haha

sooooo many picture la. shit me.

i shall jump that post and start with this new one.

i thank baby, mei sheng, rhys, valerie, kar hwee, ivan, jeffery for the celebration + presents.

love you guys! haha.

also, thanks michelle, lincoln,jasmine for your present! love it. :):)

TO MY DEAREST COUSIN RACHEL :) thanks for your wishes. i love you!

i thank everyone including those who send me friendster comment to wish me a happy birthday! THANKS :):)
mann despite all these i still feel sad yst, how greedy right! lols.

i'm not gonna be sad anymore.

cos im not alone anyway.

THANKS everyone :) really.

2008-10-15T00:19:00.001+08:00

shit. i'm being jealous here.
shitty.

ssad!

2008-09-03T22:25:00.000+08:00

today is a bad day
bad day is today

2008-08-17T23:35:00.002+08:00

Am i really so busy?
its as if i dont have enough time to finish things i wanna do.
like,
a lot of ppl - i havent got time to meet them.
:(
i happen to realised a few days ago.
while stressing studying - over ERP.
a lot of work - undone.
a lot of things - to study.
:(:(

of all these.
i didnt meet my dear at all. how can it happen!
she must be feeling terrible becos we are all having exams!!!
fffreaking exams.
fffffreaking sch.
ok i think i hate sch now.

and a little secret.
i am a scaredy.

2008-08-17T23:28:00.002+08:00

HELLO WORLD.
I DID NOT STUDY STUDY STUDY THE WHOLE DAY.
okie, i did a while. really a while
then after a while while while, i will walk around look for food and sit down look at my ERP.
after a while while i will go to the sofa and sit down.
after a while while, i will watch drama and on and on :(
and after a while while back to my book.
ARRRGHHHH. just like - nv study at alll la!
and u see now now!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! :( im here nagging.
i did say im not feeling too good today.
no mood to study too.

called and put down the phone after a while.
called again :) to say sorry.
u know before this i was really feeling terrible?
but after that, i'm better alrd. :)))) thanks my dear.

2008-08-13T19:35:00.000+08:00

JAPAN I'M COMING =D
i'm sooooo happy.
haha.

hopefully i dont fail any module :(

2008-08-11T20:53:00.003+08:00

HELLO WORLD. I'M BORED. BORED.
b o r e dddddd.

wondering why sometimes people can be nice, sweet but they just didnt.
humans arent we stubborn. haha

AND I HAVEN START REVISION.
DIE CAN.
:(
i think i will score badly this sem.
i dont wanttt!
yes i always yell and swear but i do nth about it.
bastard.

2008-07-30T22:08:00.002+08:00

にほんご class is over. how sad.
but as usual, our けいこせんせい is just so cute.
she printed doraemon de song for us!
she wanted us to sing. haha yea but so few of us actually go along as the song was faster then we tot [that is if u wanna get all the words rite] .
cute cute cute.

today was a total disapointment but GOODGOOD news too.
じゃ、なんでもいです。
lets start with the GOODGOOD news, well at least to me.
HEY MANN ITS THURS TML. WHICH MEANS WE HAVE GOT ONLY TWO MORE TEST TO GO.
test, yes i repeat test. not yet EXAM. but happy alr.
and baby! he was sooo sweet.
ok, he gave me a "surprise" he came to yck station, first time w/o telling me he is meeting me.
i tot after his fyp presentation he will be tired and $^%&%^Gfdefas about going home.
was wrong then =D
he actually smsed me to tell me he is alr at yck.
when i first see that message, i tot he had waited for very long and might be angry alrd.
who knows when i reached there he was still ALL right. =DD
thanks baby.

ok bad news.
WAD T.T datetime stucked. ok stucked there.
but who knows its just a damn easy thing to add on.
okok anything!

im happy today.
so everyone do cheerup if u arent!
theres always tml.
loves!

2008-07-25T01:05:00.002+08:00

yes baby, with your comment i feel so much better. thanks my dear sheng! haah.[give u ure red!] but u are cursing me in some part of ur sweet comment!!!!!

gary, you all pai chi wo! HAHHAAA still dare tag.. sob.

si man, SORRY SOB. misses!

ok here goes..

I CANT BELIEVE I DO PROJECT TILL THIS MORNING TODAY..haha
i missed the beauty slp therefore more pimples.
i was happy i stay up to do
was sad cos i got gastric.
was sad cos i miss breakfast lunch and dinner today.
now? too late.. wont be eating T.T
somemore it is those food i love that mum cooked today T.T
very sad.
was sad becos my project surely cant finish by 1.30am to hand in to junrong.
was sad am sad and will be sad.
but its gonna be over in like 20mins TIME =DDDDDDDDDDD

1.11am now.. again =.= tired of screen shot. LINCOLN SEE THE TIME.its ur fault.

haha.at least i dont see 11.33 again.

alright goodnite.off to do project.
i amreallyterrible.whyamisointoprojects. =.=

2008-07-21T20:05:00.002+08:00

LIFE IN THIS CITY SUCK.
mine at this point suck, at least.

haha ok
stress mann.
you know the feeling of having projects to do while at the same time test and quizes coming at once?
All the freaking test and quizes is like so damn lots like.. almost like every two week or so we'll have them.
EI, BAD CHOICE.
if u're considering courses to take, not this pls.
i mean, i really dont like la.
see others, they dont have so much small test and quizes so that they can concentrate more on project. ok thumbs up.
but us? aww.. once we have time to start doing our project, THOSE BUZZING TEST CAME ALONG.
haha ok im sooooo naggy.
but i'm tired of my current life.
i wanna go japan!
wish me luck and i'll thank you.

japanese listening today was bad for me. if u uds what i'm trying to express :(

goodbye for now.
project time.

2008-07-07T23:40:00.000+08:00

i'm down as well.

its as if everyone died today.
everyone
everyone i mean it.

2008-07-03T23:11:00.002+08:00

i love wl!
=D

never tot of having bf b4 him.
never tot of having anymore either.
i once told myself, i must study hard hard very hard, concentrate on studies, i will not want to get married, i will not go through the pain any mother is going through,
but i changed my mind now.
yes, becos of you.

thanks love.

i'm always been so greatful to be with you can?
so pls, dont get angry easily nor say things like go home when u know i wont want it to happen!
:D

being good is not a nono law.
i'll still be what i am but i'll try not to do the extras.

u dont want me to change myself becos of you, yes i m aware.
but i truely get wat u mean actually.
theres always no better returns
but whoever cares when ive you now.
perhaps thats the deed ive accum.
haha so sorry for today!

mister xiao qi =D

i wanna build a small deco too! baby has got his mickey :(

goodnight world. i'm dead tired.
hopefully i can get to slp.

2008-06-25T20:47:00.002+08:00

i soooo love pink i soooo love pooh =D

and i'm so Peiwen. LAME. okok.

i'm so sad now lar.

reaalllyyy.

school is not some fun place for me anymore.

projects is a nightmare.

so feel like giving up.

there goes my uni dream.

i hate it when i am so forgetful.

i actually left my thumbdrive in school.

believe it or not, i've made the same mistake yst! and there goes the same today :(

very sad.

so suay.

DAMN suay la!

i bought that winnie the pooh just to put together with my thumbdrive but it was left in sch! very the sad.

HOWEVEERRR, thanks to leonard and hitesh =DD it's recovered!

yaya but still so sad.

cos i felt that up till now, projects is not done to expectation.

i wanna change the look and feel of my IADP but i dont know to change to wat!

moreover, i'm so clueless if i can finish it on time. LOL. also also! im lazyyyyy.

ae im lazy to blog.

EVERYONE GO TO http://sberriedrrain.livejournal.com/

loves.

i love WL.

i love MS.

i love my family.

2008-06-21T02:25:00.001+08:00

so sad.
projects , cant finish.

:(

2008-06-09T23:49:00.002+08:00

DADDY FINALLY AGREED =D
im so happy
on the other hand i'm worrying.
thats why i asked b4 i really make up my mind.

i hope i'll be selected.
i so wanna go japan.

goodnite world! i'm forever lack of sleep.

2008-06-07T00:46:00.004+08:00

HELLO WORLD.
I'M SAD TODAY.

1) MY DEARIE, SHE IS NOT WELL AND HER DAMN FRENS TREATED HER FREAKING BADLY. AND I HATE IT. i pray she'll be fine soon :(
she is one kind girl. dont bully her i tell you.
arrgh.

2) MY JAPAN TRIP :(
IT TAKES TWO HAND TO CLAP. DADDY DONT ALLOW. MUMMY OKIE, HOW?

3)MING ZHONG ZU DING WO AI NI EPS 13 FASTER COME OUT LARR.

cam wore with mic.
she looked fierce in this pic!!! haha cool mic.

NESSA'S BIRTHDAY! and i loveee them!
Dearie, cheerup =D i'll be thereeeee

2008-05-29T16:21:00.003+08:00

my handsome bro is back to singapore!
see the cute me with that cute fringe clip. LOLLLLLLLLLLLLL

It was really a tough week for all of us i guess.
ITS WEEKEND SOON.
jia you everyone.

Next week, it's hell again.
:(

MISS BABY.
MISS BEACH
MISS CYCLING
MISS SLACKING EVERYDAY.
MISS K BOX
MISS CHALET
MISS THAILAND
MISS EVERTHINGGG.

bye! back to study!

2008-05-20T22:25:00.001+08:00

YES ITS DAMN WARM.

and i've jap tml =(
used to be happy
not now.

due to the large amount of stress coming.
i wonder why.

off to study!
idiot
shitty
arrgh.

2008-05-17T00:54:00.001+08:00

understand and going along with me.
comfort is wat i need.
secure,warmth.

:(

i cant feel it today.
i've got it - the pekchek tone.

2008-05-16T22:50:00.002+08:00

HELLO.

HELLO WORLD.

I'M DEAD BORED.

HELL BORED.

SUPER BORED.

AND ABOUT THE FINANCIAL CONSULTANT =.= OMG.

I DONT KNOW HOW.

AIYOYO I'M BOREDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD IDIOT

FREAK

I'M SCOLDING!

FUCK.

GOODNIGHT.

2008-05-14T23:32:00.003+08:00

http://dolled-me.livejournal.com

oh my god,
i'm sooo happy when i go in and check
sooo happy.
tears dropped. really.-.- lame okie.
anyway i felt im kinda useless.
this year. yea this year.
i cant help my ms with all the editing or the emails.
i cant help my team members to think as much as i used to.
i cant cheer ppl up.
i cant make my dearest happy.
i cant be contented.

goodnite.
im happy enough thou. pls, more ppl.!

2008-05-08T16:52:00.009+08:00

I LOVE EVERY WEDNESDAY WITH YOU. =D

Went shopping and got two shoes!
thanks baby.

after that, Singapore Flyer! haha =DD
cool shit.

lovesloves!

thats all. i'm lazy to blog.

LOVE YOU.

ps: he is a bad photographer BLEH.

i'm a good photographer, att least compared to him =D

we're going home! see the greeny roottop? yes we've reached the end of one round.

BYE.

2008-05-06T21:15:00.002+08:00

THIS POST = FOR SHUXIAN!

dearest!
dont think soooo much please.

we all dont mean to, never even have the intention to left you out.
you must be wondering why i didnt work with you guys for this yr's project.
let me expose myself. haha..

1) I'm working with shuwen.
2) Since i've agreed, and since this year's project is almost 3 ppl 3 ppl - me and wen alrd 2 ppl. therefore we actually left one more member to complete our grouping! i couldnt choose u nor su hui becos one of you will be left out. arent tat true?
3) i really tot i've been working real hard last year to get my project done.
4) A change of taste on group member

You must be wondering WHY we take suhui for the second project instead of you rite.
here is what i've to expose myself :

1) A lot of frens asked me to think wisely for the members to choose for project groups even SOMEONE out there asked me to TOO. sadly becos of these i'm actually the culprit of making my xian sad.
2) Seriously working with diff ppl will let me know how to handle situation better and know more of how the person is to be during project time.
3) Please dont feel that i dont like you thats why i didnt take you.
4) more of a reason becos cason they all still need one more meb and we tot you are much closer to gr then suhui would be. thats why.. no MORE bad meaning to it okie.

i'm sorry to make you down :( sayang!

of cos, i hope u can study hard =D i'm always there for you!
whenever you asked for help did i ever turn you down?
whenever we're talking, did i explain if you dont understand.
i bet i did!
so do the rest of them =D
we alll LOVEEEEE you as fren.
please dont be sad over these.
we really dont have any intention to left you out at all.
seriously when i asked them "do you guys felt we've left her out?"
all of us couldnt get an answer.. you know why?
cos we tot u always have that sian sian mood so we didnt really talk a lot - probably to you.
this doesnt mean we dont want you.
whatever nonsenses you heard from whomever, its all rubbish. i'm sorry for that person but i'm serious.

WE DONT HAVE THE FREAKING INTENTION TO LEFT OUT OUR SHUXIAN.
SO PLEASE =] DONT BREAK OUR FRIENDSHIP.
I'LL APPRECIATE IT DAMN LOADS.

i treasure frenship too! if you know what i really mean.
to me frens are just so impt part of stories in my life.
so, why should i spoil it?
zero reason.

but for once, i must say i've neglected you-- was on the project part. (terribly sorry. i just heed advise) i'm sorry!
otherwise i'm brave to say what i felt and what i mean it was suppose to be.
sorry la my dear T.T no bad intention.
WE MARRIED LE YOU STILL HUAI YI WO. OH MY GOD LAAA. i got picture to proveeeeee okie! haha dont u dare ran away from me/ALL of us.

i really cant bear to just read ur blog and do nth to ur reaction.
you have been sad A L O N E ?!!
oh comeon. you dont have to.
i hate the feeling of being alone too.
i need frens =D just like how u need frens.
we wont hate you or anything like that if you talk your heart out.
it would be BETTER to say all out =D share plssss.
so dont be afraid.

you said "even other peeps oso realised the situation dat i'm in" in your blog rite? please let me know whats the situation. i make sure i'll give u explaination! =D if i cant, then its really my bad. so you dont have to be sad all alone.
no explaination = i'm in the wrong = my bad!

also, you MUST not put all the blame on urself,just to let ur frens accept you.
[talk things out. rmb! impt relationship such as frenship should never be "aiyaaiya anyhow la i take the blame to settle this case" ok?? cos frenship are impt so the more we must settle it in a proper way.]
i did that once thou.
so bloody stupid of me. arrgh.
the feeling SUCK.
really.
i was still hurt in the end.
still being hated.
still have enemies.
they hate me to the correeeee thou.
and the end to friendship. terribly sad. yes i am.

xian : "i still rmb wad gr said, superglue can never last forever."

wen: yes i know it wont. We can always try to glue it back. if we really cant, thats the end.. nth can be amend then. we need two hands to clap,girl.

xian: " all i could tot was borrowing a shoulder to let me cry onto. but no shoulder so can onli hug my pillow."

wen: "C'MON =D WE'RE ALWAYS BESIDE YOU! JUST BORROW MINE . girl."

xian: "sometimes, i asked myself, if u exchange ur efforts for a frenship n trust. does it realli worths? i mean wad if things dun go your way, will u regret? i dun have an answer yet, becoz i dun even knw wads the outcome."

wen: "we always have to put in effort to make frens. if frens cant accept us, we must take it and move on. its damn sad thou but dont let it drag our life. wastage! regrets? maybe.. but there must be some nice moments together right? no matter what friends always brighten my day. i hope it goes for you too. "

xian : "i would feel tired n even breakdown n cry"

wen: "i once felt this too. its terrible.. so please talk to us and make urself feel secure to have us as frens =D"

2008-05-04T11:15:00.003+08:00

Restriction made, thats how far one can go.

heard she wanna continue her studies. =D thats a wise decision.

i'll help as much as i am able to.
as much as i wanted to!

i woke up to find all my books but to no avail.
thrown -.-
however, i'll stillll helppppp! =D

suddenly i felt..i dont like the way i am.

2008-05-04T00:34:00.003+08:00

A little this,
A little that.
These are the elements to make up my mood..

i've been waking up early.
sleeping late real late.
i really need a rest.
i can even have double vision now.
i dont even have the energy to complete my work.
i can even drop the glass which is soo super stable on the table. - i tigger it dont know for wat fk.
i needed supports tat i dont get.
off with anything and everything.
discuss nth with me these few days.
i wanna rest.

goodnite.
tons of work to complete tml!

2008-05-03T22:12:00.002+08:00

u should not be so unkind
freaks.

its just a ONE TIME OFF thing =D

ms, i've place those unkind thing in a label.
do take a look.

2008-05-03T15:43:00.002+08:00

TAG IF YOU HAVE COMMENTS.

after days of hard work,
my workpiece is finally up! =D cool rite.
alright~

i've need to know what to do for that stupid freaking background.
now, tell me what should i do.

i've been obviously SLACKING.
not really, but just not studying.
doomdays coming.

statussssss
to
remind
EI0701!

project functions- send
WAD - last part to complete
BPO - anything?
IADP - go on, start doing.
ERP - anything?
SE - review? shit-.-! undone.

2008-04-29T23:37:00.001+08:00

HELLO WORLD. =D

IM BLESSED.

I LOVE MY BF MY GFS MY FRENS.

THANKS EVERYONE.

2008-04-24T22:42:00.003+08:00

im just sooo unlucky*. help anyone?!

Dont like to go to school in the morning.
it is always soooo packed.
detest!

Everymorning i've to take LRT to school.
Thanks to THESE many morning...
i've realised how far more ugly a human can be.
S E L F I S H.

push and push.
rush and rush.
if u guys love to rush so much, please wake up early.
just like me, i am always late but i know it cant help much if i rush and push others (or perhaps i myself, one people cant do much!).
the only thing i can do is - alright, bear the consequence.
it will only cause people to hate me and say "what a typical singaporean - ks"

okie maybe i am not very correct in the previous paragraph.
perhaps we tend to overslept.
WE SURE WILL =D
but, dont push and zoooommmmm like bullet to make people pissed off can!
walk in a fast and steady pace - dont slow down others too.

whenever the train going towards JURONG EAST arrived (while we get off the LRT) surely no one will rush for the train already.
(okie quite logical. missed = dont need rush. wait for next train.)

BUT AT LEAST WALK A BIT FASTER MA.
YOU THINK THE WHOLE TRAIN SERVICE ONLY JURONG EAST SIDE?
THEN MARINA SIDE CAN GO DIE ALREADY?!
ZZZ.

i just cant tahan LAR.
everytime while walking up that stairs to CCK MRT, ppl sure rush dont know for wat shit. however, once they saw that they've missed their JurongEast train, they walk as if the whole stretch of route is theirs.
(not caring the ppl who wants to board their arriving train - marina side.)

ADULTS you mean? =.=''

intolerance.

my bad for saying bad things about these.
really, just cant tahan thats why.

--------------------------------------------------

went to the bank today.
i am damn sure that there is this capital debit card.
so i asked for the form while converting my thumbprint to singature.
HOWEVER, she said - NO LA. capital land dont have anything such as debit card.. you wrong la (and she gave me an... "are u a noob or smth" face. i mean it.) wah damn xia suay la. so i just say sorry, maybe i rmb wrongly.
without fail, when i return home, the first thing i've done was to on my IE and check.

BINGO I'M CORRECT.
pls, such a service is not needed.
you could at least say you arent sure if they have it and u might offer to help me.
instead u turn me down with a "u are surely wrong" face + tone. =.=
but i still thank you for the service.
just now happy to be wronged.

---------------------------------------------------

tell me now,
how to stop irritate people.
i realised i irriates ppl w/o knowing i did.
haha. perhaps.

---------------------------------------------------

now, anyone to tell me how can i find a local supplier?
i'd appreciate it. and loves!

goodnite.

2008-04-19T14:57:00.000+08:00

I dont know how my pay is being count.
i've a feeling its not what i tot it should be.
and its LESSER than i tot :( it would be.
how sad.
thats why i asked nessa if she know how is it counted as.

must ask angeline to tell me if not i mistaken - bad.
HAHA.
but dont eat my money i will be sad. LOL.
i really put in my effort to work okie! =D

so sian.
here pain there pain. =.=
im dying. HAHA. kidding.
okie not funny.

yes ! i miss her :(
hais.
aiks
ahhhhhh
yes! i miss him too :(

my lun and sheng. arhhhh.

sch + work = no time. really.
rest = ----- negative more and more negative. -------

alright for now.
await my need h a p p e n i n g THING =x

2008-04-16T22:36:00.002+08:00

Today is a bad day, bad day is today.

i've been so suay for these two days.

yesterday and today.

yst - straight one row of ppl collapse on me. hit the pole. till now, butt still damn pain.
today - same thing happen again. but i used all my energy to stand on the spot to prevent falling on others. DAMN ALL OF YOU. very heavy can. i'm pissed. dont ever fall on me again. i'll push back.

alright thats my morning lrt trip for you.
now, when i reached sch im feeling so damn hungry! - no mood again.
then, due to smth smth tat happened - no mood arh.
thennnnn! its time to meet baby! - mood was lifted! so happy! but...
becos im too early, i went down the platform and wait at the control station.
IT WAS SOOOO WARM THAT I BECAME SOOOOO PEK CHEK. - no mood again.

see! 3 things thats why i am a bit pissed.
then when i see baby, i complained about my pimple and tats where our small conflict starts.
i hate it seriously.
i dont like it when we are in that weird mode.
i cant talk to u nicely.
i cant reply u nicely.
u cant tok to me nicely.
u started ffff me (thats what i felt then.)
i was really sad. down okie! very!
esp when u asked me to go home.
damn pek chek can! i really want to do so ler.
but lucky we settle this issue be4 i reach CCK.

si dear, sorry to make u turn down ur 3 IMPT THINGS. u should have told me. cos i wasnt aware too. yeaa? make me sooo sad then. :( u aware?!

i still love u loads! hahaa =D cos all those are over now! =DDD loves loves. just want to let you know, yes, i m sad. pls dont let it happen again. u know how sad i am then tat i could even get off any station anytime? but i know things will get worse so i stayed. i'm sorry. my bad too. just tell me the next time round okie. BLAME urself too arh cannot everything push to me. haha!

alright now tat im typing u should be sleeping. check this out if u are freee. haha.

next thing, baby and i went bugis.

we went to find mama liling.
the moment i saw her,
her hands were out to receive my hugs.
i went over the next moment.
:(
we hug and cried!
i felt so sad for her..
once she started saying, we started crying.
my tears just came like this. :(( a lot of them.

BASTARD.
BASTARD
BASTARD.
BASTARDDDDD!

SI BASTARD.
u dont deserve to make her cry!
freak.
idiot
NOT FIT TO BE HERE!
arrgh. im just super angry.

how can someone say he have never love his wife b4?!
wtf.
this marriage is not like those in the "gu dia" that they cant choose their partner!!!! freaakkkk
arrgh.

BITCH.
BITCH
BITCH.
BITCHHHHHHH!
ARRGHH. JUST GO TO HELL.
I KNOW IM EVIL.
BUT U WILL KNOW HOW I FEEL IF U WERE TO BE ME.

bitch bitch bitch! slut should be used; i should correct myself..

i've nth to add on ler. i've said enough , well of cos not in my blog.
but u'll deserve ur "DEEDS"
wait and taste them. goodluck.
i cnat imagine u can say those things.
pai lei.
die pls.
for all i care.

next up, baby and i went to queenstown.
while going to the busstop, it rains.
so we were going in to the opp busstop for shelter.
WHO KNOWS!
this aunty pull her trolly bag and roll OVER my LEG AND TOE.
the moment "fuck" was the word.
im damn pissed already la. still so suay for the whole day. wtf can.

and next, when we got up the bus,
baby and i were sitting opp another aunty with DAMN heavy pile of things in her "trolly"
so when the bus suddenly stop, THE WHOLE REAKING THING DROPPED.
onto me. my ankle.
OUCH was the word next after cursing!
okie i didnt curse. just actted normal.
but shitty can. its painful..
now, tell me, why am i so suay.
yesterday and today - LRT
today - two trolly incident
today - moodswing / moodless
today - kxskxnejncdejlnejl !5de#^$%$#@

arrgh

2008-04-14T18:56:00.018+08:00

MY BAKA DIDI MAKE ME LAUGH LIKE HELL =D

look at his plate, left de.
he went to eat the greeny thingy.
he didnt know no one ate that (so far whenever i go pastamania i dont see ppl eating lar)
so when i started questioning him as i tot the staff dont like us so didnt give it to him.
(the staff said smth about me and my bro. but shall skip it.)
who knows he answer me " huh jie? i eat down ler leh"
i'm like. =.='' there.! LOLSSS
LMAO CAN! he is sooooo cute.

after a while, he turn around and tell me
"wah jie! really i never see any one eating leh.."
LOL like hell already.. =D cute.

GO GO , JURONG BIRD PARK =D

THE ONE ON THE LEFT IS HIM. HE LOOK JUST LIKE THIS TYPE OF BIRD. WAHAHA.
so girls, dont go after him. he is mine. =DDDDD
Pictures below proof i did force him to take photo with me, ALWAYS.
whahaa! and he always look away T.T

These two birds are so cute so sweet! should see it for yourself. =D

see see! close eyes again.

i stopped to take MANY MANY of OUR faces. haha cos i wanna put it in frenster
but take dao i pek chek so i dropped the idea somehow.

LOVE THESE TWO KIDS. damn cute la.
the younger bro keep looking at my baby while we were watching the bird show.
after which we met them for a few times
so i decided to ask their parents if i can take a picture of them =D
shuai!
Largerr =D

Largerr =D
Largerr =D
Largerr =D

Went to eat before going home. =D seoul garden.
LOVES.
baby i love you man! xD

ME,MYSELF and I. =DD

Now, u can see how bored i am.
i'm so saddd that day due to the mos bite! arrgh.
haha. but at nite, i'm all cheerup cos of these stupid pics.

Out with my LOVES.

Feli jie, Ruo ning, ME =DDD
simply love them. haha
had a very wonderful day with them.
and congrats jie on her license. =D
Thanks dearies for the meet up. more please. =DDDDD

and sorry for the real late pics.
my bad.
i've my phone back xD

TODAY

I was actually looking forward to school today.
However, as usual, the late queen. HAHA i'm late.

But THERE WASNT lesson :(
we should be informed! so that i can slp longerrrrr! arrgh. nvm.

jia u PEIWEN!

study hard =DDD loves.

irresponsible spree-er. ARRGH. see le also sian. ---> bOOO.
However, a lot - THUMBS UP to them =D ---> thanks the the sprees.

2008-04-10T23:02:00.002+08:00

UNLUCKY.

i really saw 190.
but it was 960.
i got on.
till after express way then i realised.
i looked around in the bus to see if anyone panic like i do.
but none.
im a moroon.
-.-
down on luck. i need to pray soon.

i was being accussed for being stupid! gosh. =.= shouldnt have said it out. haha
i promise i wont the next time round.
hopefully no next time.
i felt so stupid today.
so blurrry.

tml need to repair laptop.
need to buy file
buy pencil case

TATA

2008-04-09T00:36:00.000+08:00

TODAY IS A BAD DAY.
BAD DAY IS TODAY.

I always NEVER fail to piss him off.
congrats for now
goodnite.

2008-04-08T20:09:00.002+08:00

Love is patient and kind;
Love is not jealous or boastful;
it is not arrogant or rude.
Love does not insist on its own way;
it is not irritable or resentful;
it does not rejoice at wrong,
but rejoice in the right.
Love bears all things, believe all things, hopes all things, endures all things.
Love never ends.

1 Gorinthians 13:4-8

okie, you can see how bored i am. haha
sian arhh.

There is this MTV jazz student. =D
so nice.
wished me luck. haha.. Thanks yea.

so shit i just rmb-ed i haven really study for this holiday.
i promise to learn up my jap. WHERE HOW NOW.
see la! never learn.
when school starts i need to stay back to study alrd.
MATTT. YOU ALSO ARH. thats what u said. u said u will study hard for it.

My PIG is sleeping now :(
im gonna D I S T U R B BBB him later from his damn sweet, sleep. /gg. LOL.

AND, ALOHA MEISHENG DEAR.
talk to me soon!
loves.

laterss~

2008-04-06T20:12:00.002+08:00

HI WORLD.
IM SO SUPER S A D LA.
:(
:(
:(

2008-04-06T20:04:00.002+08:00

FREAKING FREAKS.

everyone made mistakes.
(BUT U THINK WE LOVE DOING IT?)

each mistake we made,
we caused other party to be in trouble too.

But, cant u try to understand.
awww.
arrgh.

i'm not suitable i guess.

cos i'm f o r g e t f u l.

thanks FO.

my ass was cleaned up.

2008-04-06T16:21:00.005+08:00

I LOVESS TO TALK.
SO TALK TO ME =D

Talking to my mum, always made me feel that i've the whole world in my hand.
and i love her.
Talking to my sister, always made me wanna crap. =D
and i love her.
Talking to my shitty brother, always made me wanna crapp crapp. =D
and i love him.
Talking to my dad makes me feel somehow realistic.
but i love him too.
Talking to my Mei Sheng makes me feel so high =X - happy okie.VERY. and she is the one i can COMPLAINNN to. hahaa. She's MINE! =D
Talking to my WEI LUN MAKES ME FEEL wanna puke (opps) =P bleh. hahaa I LOVE HIM. so, very much.

Talking to Vanessa makes me feel soooo like staying in ymca. yes, she gave me the super dont wanna leave feeling.
Talking to EVERYONE makes me feel happy. thankss.
just not the "guai lan" ones. hahaa

2008-03-29T19:27:00.001+08:00

AT WORK NOW.

ADDED SONG TO MY BLOGG. =D

AWWW. SIAN YOU KNOW WHATS S I A N?
UH HUH..

I'M MISSING YOU.! SOOO MUCH.
:(

ANDDDD IM MEETING MY BABY SHENG NEXT SAT! HAHAA WOOOHOOO~

OKIE LOGOUT NOW. SAYOONARAAA.

2008-03-26T20:55:00.004+08:00

The uploading time is taking sooooo super long again.
its like taking F O R E V E RRRR.
i know, i'm being long-winded and bored in my past past ENTRIESS. haha.
i'm sorry.

heres some pictures to share! =D
went out with two of my deariess. sweety.

shu,me,jelly.

shu,jelly.

shu, me (WE WERE JUST FA DAI-ING WHEN JELLY SAID WE LOOKED LIKE LES LOOKING AT EACH OTHER. so she took the pic and i smiled. LOL. bad jane.)

jelly,me

oh my, shu's "love bite"

on the bus to rail mall =D

coffee bean.

she wans her elmo to be seen!

and tada~ thats yuan shu, peiwen and jane for you.

have a nice chat with them.
life is terrible for all of us.
but we are strong kays! =D
cheerup.

thanks to jelly the beauty consultant! haha loves.
and my forever er xin shu pantie. =D loves.

i find my life so miserable now.
what am i going to do.
i need to bai bai! ASAP.
meeting trouble with everything anything.
even wanna baibai also cant.
do everything also not smooth.
this year is just damn rotten luck for me , leong pei wen.

-end-

2008-03-24T19:28:00.002+08:00

24th march 2008.

Did something i shouldnt.
Its bad. i know. but.. im sorry. :(

tml meeting my shenggg wahahhaaa! to repair phone. sob.
how sad leh. repair means cannot take back phone in one day.
and becos of this i did smth wrong. lols.

RUONING BABY, I PASS U PHOTOS ASAP. cos i changed to using other phone ler. when i get back then i upload. opps. haha sorry cos too lazy to change back. lovess. know u sure say okie =D /gg

alright alright. back to watch my drama. just acting emo and ke lian here for a while be4 i continue. haha SHOW ME SOME PITY LEH CAN. =P

i'm afriad to get in of it.
now im inside.
whats next.

2008-03-18T00:41:00.002+08:00

STUPID RAGNAROK.
STUPID 'SO CALLED FRIENDS'
FAKERS. FCUK.

wah acted as if u're in a movie or smth?
go on. go ahead.
making ppl miserable

forget it dont wanna blog.
nite
fakers just die pls.

everyone is evil. devil inside them. AND what is F R I E N D meant to be. flame each other?

2008-03-17T09:24:00.002+08:00

IT TAKES LIKE YEARS TO VEIW MY RESULTS. GOSH. 19MAR2008 6AM.FASTERRRR.

told angeline i cant work today cos mummy needs to go to the hospital.
while waiting for her to bathe, i shall blog =D

hopefully for her case, will be fine.
cos doc said there is three stages to her case.
must depend on the x-ray then can conclude.
conclude if she needs an operation or not.
so im praying for the NOT side.
she is a nice lady if you dont step on her okie.

wah i soooo wanna play ragnarok2 now! after seeing those beta yesterday. wth rite!! yes.haha
so cute.
even cuter then the current ro.
=D
sooo ppl out there dont waste $$ on ro now ler. wait for ro2 =/

2008-03-14T11:22:00.002+08:00

I wasnt needed at work today, same goes for sunday.
I even offer to work full day.HAHAHA
but the reason she gave was " there are too many ppl working alr. "
so she is cutting down ppl.
okie understood.
but my poor ms need to go home alone.
we plan to go home tgt today. but..
AE DARLING DONT ANGRY HOR.

hais the rest of the days,
will be more lonely
will be so alone at work
cos she wans only two ppl at a time.
means, my pathetic $$$$ needs to be ------ again.
poor me.

alright for now bye.

2008-03-12T23:00:00.003+08:00

ur calls, as nice as chocolatess =D

that was my msn message.
haha and some WIND said " lol dun need to describe till like that ba "

haha i MUST can?!
cos when i first received his call, i wasnt able to pick it up cos my phone was in my bag and i took a while to open my pouch (DAMN IT).
after tat, MISSED CALL.
i was sooooo sad la. like, omg wth wth wth. what if its his call. u know that kind of feeling.
so down after tat.
i even went to put general profile so its not in silence mode.
in this way when he called i can faster pick up.
but after waiting AND praying ( while taking my hp on hand ) for a a a a aa WHILE, i decided to put it in my bag as my bus have arrived.

after which when i got on the bus,
i faster retrive my phone from my bag again. =D
okie to much disappointment my pig didnt call THEN.
HOWEVERR.
when i reached town, HE CALLEEEDDD AGAINN.
WAHHHHHHHHHH HAHA.
IM SO HAPPY THAT I WANTED TO SHOUT AND LET EVERYONE KNOWS.
okie so lame but im sooo true.
lols. so damn happy.
i even got shocked when hearing his voice.
i couldnt think of anything to say.
a pity when he put down, all the things rush to my mind of what to talk about.
hows the shopping?
what have u got!
my shares?
=D
hows UR life w/o me for 4dayss.
haha hows everyttttthing.
missed me?
shifts...
etc.
damn rite?! nvm. he is coming home tml =D

i was damn damn happy la. i actually laugh and smile. and i wu yuan wu gu smile to ppls around me then. =.= haha than some gave me weird look, so i faster stoop smiling at them.
i've no bad intention la dude. LOL

alright enough of the happy moments.

now to the pissed offf part.

KNOW WHAT GUESS WAT.
I ACTUALLY PROMISED TO BE HAPPY FOR TODAY. THIS WHOLE DAY. AND DAMN IT, I COULDNT.
becos of his calls i am so happy so ive decided to stay happy larrrr okie.
but today was terrrible.
i actually cursed in my heart.
swear !
that i will QUIT soon =D yes this is the word.

hais.
" U HAVE ALREADY CAME FOR A WEEK, STILL DONT KNOW HOW TO DO ARHH. AIYO ... ETC."
WTF RITE. I CAME FOR A WEEK YES, A WEEK.

MORNING SHIFT 9 - 3PM. WHO THE FUCK WILL COME SO EARLY TO DO MANY MANY MANY PAYMENTS RITE.
AND BY LEARNING I NEED HAND-ONS. ALL THE WORK THERE NEEDS TO TRY OUT LOADS AND LOTS OF FREAKING TIME TO UNDEEERRRSTAND SO AS TO RMB TOO. DUDE.

its not that im not willing to learn.
first few days i came i can slack but i didnt.
i wanted to learn sooo much.
becos the girls there are really nice.
arrrgh. but when i started working afternoon shift i wanna puke. esp today. damn.
i'm pissed enough yet u come and piss me again.
dont ask me why i am pissed. i dontt even know why too.
just, pissed. dont like to work so late to soooo late. just dont.
u might as well give me full shift then to give me afternoon shift.
really.. cos i went there it took me one hour.
i wake one, another one hour to prepare, plus one more hour to buy/cook food and eat.
a total of 3 hours to complete all these. so if im working at 3 i'll be waking up at 12 to start doing my things. but i normally wake up at 11 tho. cos im SLOW. yes i am.
aiya just hate it la okie.
and furthermore if work afternoon shift, 6- 7 then can eat. i always gets hungry easily so 6-7 is sooooo super duppppppeerrrrr freakkkinggg "U NAME IT" LATE la. i always need to complain "im hungry" to myself and zzzz REN the pain that my stomach is giving!
for mearly a $30/(3-9pm shift) i need to suffer.
Transportation fee/day : $3
Eating/day : up to $10 (THE WHOLE DAY IM EATING OUT CAN)
Earned - Total spent per day : $17

yes i earn a pathetic $17/day.
the working hours are short la. sooo short.
i might as well stay at home. mummy will give me $!
and i dont have to listen to the shits there.
i dont have to be angry over here.
i can still go out for all i care. ( but a waste of $ thou)
i can shout and scream and say wat ever shit i like in my house...

i normally eat faster and start work after tat. dont take about 1 full hour. but yet company wont pay us for that 1 hr. wat a waste..

now then i realised its soo hard to work there.
u need to do this and that.
all the shit work we do.
SHITS really. trust me.
the phone callss,everything!
filing, giving each paper its number, calls again and again, many double work, this and that. MANY. MANY MANY MANY. damn.
everything just push to us. we arent rubbish collector.
can see kat is so poor thing to do all the shits for u all.
like wat she said, most of it is not $ generating! and u guys took up 1/2 of her life doing these shits.

hais. okieokie im really pissed la okie!
DONT U DARE SAY ME AGAIN.
LET ME DO IN MY OWN WAY.
I PROMISE I WILL DO BETTER THEN U.
IF I DONT, JUST ASK ME QUIT.
I DONT appreciate too.
too many at a time, u think a normal girl will rmb?
u THINK U WILL RMB?
UUUUU ! yes u.
if u cant jolly well shut up.
i am soo new.
i started off with morning shift, basically nth to do de.
all i can help is scan photos, data entry, PHONE CALLS AND PHONE CALLSS. again and again.
so u expect me to know in just that week? FAT hope. go home fly kites can.
okie, i was told of how to do this and that but really, by learning its hard. u can tell straight, ITS HARD =]

ARRGGH. I SOO WANNA COMPLAIN TO THE WHOLE WORLD.
so shitty in this post okie. can just alt f4 from my page. =D

goodnite world.
byebye
hopefully it'll get better. if not ive decided to quit.

2008-03-10T22:28:00.003+08:00

day 1.

went to work.
everything was fine.
just that im super hungry cos i was waiting for daniel to come back from his break.
so lonely to eat alone cann!
and i dont dare to buy back to eat.
in such a kelian state.
god.

i'm not fine.
not feeling well.
head damn pain.
probably becos of the rain. :(
i need a rest.badly.

pooff. off to bed.

i'm missing you.
eaten?
got drink water? h2o okie.
sleep yet?
shop till u drop dead yet?
lols. goodnite.gai bei.

2008-03-10T11:32:00.002+08:00

MY SOMEONE IS NOT HERE IN SINGAPORE.
:(
AHH.
FOR FOUR SOLID DAYS.
GOD.

working and working.

today i will be in the afternoon shift. like so sian la..
imagine arh..
go late go home late.
somemore i never work alone with him at all!
now i am gonna be.
how weird.

jia u jia u pw!

alright for now.
lazy to blog, u see?

AND IM MISSING U,ALREADY.
damn it. hahahahah!

2008-03-03T20:56:00.002+08:00

me on the left, and the superr hyper VANESSAAAAAA on the right!.

pw,vanessa

vanessa,pw,kat

I WANNA BE PRETTY. DAMN ME. OKIE. :(

give me some magic power.TRANSFORM,ME.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY KATHERINE =DDD LOVES.

i've so little time for my babys.
my sheng, my lun.
awww.
sorry babys.

i dont know why i ended up being a 'full-timer' kinda shift. lolsss
oh well, nvm.

okie, the keychain zw bought today was suppppeeeerrrr cute.
should i get it! oh man.
but im so.. U KNOW, ROUGH. =.=''
make a bet, if its still there the.... erm, NEXT WEEK or next following week, I'LL GET IT.HOME =D

damn damn. i've got my taiwan spree's clothing.
but MS BBAABBYY. HAVEN GOT HERS.
pray okie. PRAYY.

AAAAH.watever for everything tats happening! goodnite.

2008-02-22T23:05:00.008+08:00

TODAY.
went out with baby.
wore the shirt i ordered on9. tadaaa!
eh look so like pajama! okie who ever cares.
went to three diff places to find baleno kingdom's ppl.
i miss them; all! =D

went to watch PS/i love you.
it was touching ( the story line of cos )
but i bet if u didnt read the book and went to watch u'll find it boring..
just like wat my pig does! yawning away.

i cant sleep lately. how sad.
help,anyone?

saw baby sheng's blog!
ARE U FINE MY BABE.
pls be alright.
your F R I E N D is here.
oh btw i saw jasmine today ; with her mum.
from far she look familiar and as she walk nearer, haha tada! really is jasmine.
a small world thou.
MEET ME =D SOON OKIE.
sit and talk shitts.

damn me. i need a job. seriously. intro me, ppl!
sometimes its not the matter i have time to meet not. i've my reason T.T sorry!
and i seriously need to find time to meet these ppl :

baby sheng
felicia jie
von jie
ruoning
jelly
shu

laters.

2008-02-18T23:38:00.002+08:00

WHATS THE STUPID VIRUS BEING DETECTED?
detected by blogger rather then my own anti-virus?
omg.

class EI0701 =D
went to ms tan's house on the 16th feb.
her daughter is super cute okie!! =D victorial.

i told mum : i wanna give birth to at least 2 child. =D and i've my reason!
mummy : agreeable.

my precious! the one with the red red bag. =D
haha
i must tell her how much i appreciate her la! if not when i die i'll regret.
okie frens, she have always been planning for you guys.
spare a tot for her mann!
spare her!
even her bd she have to crack her brains?
oh god.
thats just so saddening.
i used to be like this. its damn sad let me tell you.

i'm glad to have someone to celebrate my bd with.
u know, i've always been hoping that someday someone will just celebrate it with me! haha
yea and she did =D
how sweet how nice.

always listening to ppl's unhappiness about how their bd is being celebrated.
this makes me feel more moremore depressed can.
imagine, I DONT HAVE ANY. YET YOU HAVE.
AND YOU COMPLAIN.
OH GOD.THIS FEELING -.- KILL ME PLS.
LOLS.

i'm sorry baby, i'm sooo noob at planning la okie. haha.
lovess lovess lovess! thanks for all these while.
yuan liang wo for my noob-ness. you always refer me as noob anyway!! lols.
hahaa!
and PLS STUDY ARH.

uhhuh. i've got my bf's shirt today.
(red one.)
dont like the material thou.
$30. zzz. well its okie! i'll sure wear it. haha!!

i wanna complain!
stupid pimples.
stop coming out.
stupid pw.
stop attemping to fall. it's scary to fall down!
stupid exams
faster end.
si weilun
u know i miss u not
stupidstupidstupid.
hello world,
be dont be sooo busy.
stop and look around.
relax!

FINALLY.
CMATHS PAPER OVER.
shuwenn! cheerup. it shouldnt be a problem to past. cos of our previous work. now concentrate on fnet! =D
matthew! cheerup too. concentrate on ur next paper!

study well for the upcoming exam okie.
JIA YOU EVERYONE!

was rather disppointed with myself thou.
but its over isnt it.
yea. let it be. i cant do anything now.
i cant steal my paper and mend it rite~ =D

fnet = gonna die rmbing all the things!
nevertheless, applying it to reallife.
KILL ME PLS.

was in sch just now right after cmaths ended.
LAUGHED a lot.
thanks to lincoln's and shuwen's bf's pri sch/sec sch/BB story.
and talk about Cmaths/fnet too.
went home rather late.
but wasnt nice to interupt.
so we waited.

MY BABY. NOW IN CHALET. HOW SAD.
I MISSED HIM OKIE.
REALLY.
SO SUPER MUCH.
LIKE SO MUCH TILL I WANNA CALL OUT TO HIM AND SHOUT "IDIOTT! I'M MISSING YOU"
Okie watever.
like he is gonna know this very moment; when he is soooo far away from me.
cycling thats why we cant talk.
and till now he is still cycling. :(
do i sound sad?!
yes i'm suppose to be okie.
:(
wonder if i can wait till he done cycling.
shall see how.
but just so sad to be missing him to badly.

meanwhile i'll read up my fnet notes. damn lots la.
if i'm tired i'll turn in if not pimples again!
i dont want a terrible face.

missy smile.

2008-02-15T22:39:00.005+08:00

THIS LOOK AS IF I'M HAVING SHORT HAIR HUH. OMO.
yes yes, it's v.time day.

I ACTUALLY FORCED HIM TO TAKE PICS.
CANT U SEE =D.

this pic below, i was actually walking up and down finding for a spot that is filled with LIGHTS to take pic. but the outcome was not so good too!

i love this. (below)

forced

forced

AND I FORCED him!

so bad of me

so mean of me.

HAHAHAHAA

but baby sheng i only force him to take pic. how can u say i bully him :(

must help wo de le! ABCDDD.lols.

OFF TO STUDY.

IDIOT

I HATE TO STUDY, NOW.

why?

cos i dont uds what tcher is saying.

thanks to jun hao i uds tut 1 ady.

[[

oh did some on9 shopping.

spend spend spentttt.

and i am going to be sooo poor.

eat cup noodles - anyone?! HAHAHAA!

love xenial great great service. + cheap!

same goes to lilbrownbag for the service. price wise - can be better!

]]

loves.

2008-02-13T23:30:00.002+08:00

the happy family =D
handsomes and pretty mummy they have here!

tada~ the handsome and my mum!

YES. IN THE SHOPPING MOOD.

AWW.
studying studying and studying.
but slacking was more than studying though.

Cmaths.
not yet Fnet.

so deadd.

and i love u love u love u!

ps/ SOMEONE HELP MY AH SHENG TO FIND AH JAY AND GIVE IT TO HER.
MIKE IS FINE TOO. she is super crazy! haha

2008-02-11T21:55:00.000+08:00

HAPPY LUNAR NEW YEAR.
PICS AND PICS.
here goes :

got this alice in blue dress on9 =D

got this dress at fareast. =D (too bad cant see.)

and these flower rings (far east)

new yearr :

MY MISTER =D HE CAME. lols
so brave!
okie, after soooo long of "later see how la".pig.
I LOVE YOU.

another lover of mine. lols he is just sooo sweet.
still rmb us. =DDD loves.
and he said he love my pooh. =DDD

LOVES

AND MY SUPERR SUPPER LOVESS. =D
credit to him =.= okie.

he is just so super cute! kai liang =D

see the shoE!!! so cute can!

another nephew of mine, kai jie. =D the bro of kai liang.

there goes : my crazy rachel and me!

the naughty him! and the playful us =DD

jie,me

self pic time! haha i always do.

alright! thats all for the pic. now, words.
=DDD
i've enjoyed myself.
time to study okie missy.

i sure cant complete it on time.
hand so suan lor!!
but wei le ni!!!
i'll try. it's not even 50% done.how sad.

i love you very much!
dont u dare ran xD loves.

AND PLS, IF U'RE JEALOUS U BETTER SAY.
KEEP TO URSELF I'LL KILL U =D

thanks for changing it.
so happy now.

BABY SHENG! sorry leh can meet only after me and urss de exam.
so continue missing me okie!

2008-02-09T00:17:00.000+08:00

SUPER DEVASTATED.

wasnt in the rite mood today.
wasnt feeling okie.
wasnt happy enough.
i can be more cheerful if things dont happen.

i was totally upset!

can u imagine the METAL scoop (diameter as a bowl ; i thought it was big enough!) that we used to scoop soup out of the steamboat, actually dropped and lay flat on my hand.

in detail, the current temp have been adjust to the highest 360 or something (saw it writen on the steamboat)
and that freaking scoop just drop on the unlucky me.

alright to be exact it hit my finger and leg. but i went to cover most of the part with my finger.
STUPID is the only thing i can say.
but in such a no choice situation..not able to avoid okie.

immediatly NO ONE CARED HOW I AM.
and followed by daddy's voice.
"ehh,clean the floor..help to clean arh"
and the surrounding voice " aiyo..tsktsk"

alright i was about to cry at that moment! SERIOUS. no lies. :(((((

i stand up and went to the kitchen to put my finger on the running water.
it hurts badly..
after a while i dont feel it anymore.

however when it came back later, it hurts like hell.
imagine needles NEEDLESSSSSSSS MANY MANY NEEDLES pok-ing your skin.
its that feeling!
now that i am typing, i still can feel it.
i also hope i can dont think about it.
BUT IN MY SITUATION,ITS HARD CAN.

AAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
I'M REALLY SOOOO. DONT KNOW TO BE ANGRY OR SAD LA.
BAKAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA.

ARRGH
ANGRY
SAD
DEVASTATED.

WTH.
I ACTUALLY BURN MY OWN FINGER.
AND ALL YOU CARE IS THE FLOOR.
THE FLOORR.
I CANT DISCRIBE HOW ANGRY I AM.
I DONT CARE IF ANY OF U READING THIS COULD FEEL HOW ANGRY I AM.
I AM JUST AN IRRITATING BLOGGER TRYING TO EXPRESS MY FUCKING ATTITUDE HERE.

YES FUCK. I'M GONNA USE IT HERE.
I CANNOT HOLD MY EMOTION ANY LONGER!

REMOVED

goodnite.

ADDED*
THANKS WIND*

2008-02-06T22:17:00.000+08:00

TOPIC : if your 5 cent is bigger than my 50 cent, talk to me.

lols i am trying to recall something that happened in the past.
it makes me feel sad.
the way u all treated my mummy/ us.
its hurting.
now i'm much bigger/older, i can finally uds how mum felt.
the idiottss.
see how long u guys can last.

one year 365days.
come bearly one day -- and a few hours only.
shameful arent u all?
she dote on u guys more.
ALL of her love was given to u guys
and in the end this is wat she got in return -- lonely.
we are by her side almost everyday.
one call and we went down.
how about u guys?
too much okie. too much.

i was totally angry when i thought of these.

i sure support mummy.

okie the family conflicts. all for now..
i love my family.
i even thought to myself if only i can give all the deeds i've done to my parents.
they mustnt leave us.
becos i love them sooo.
the scoldings, all for our own good.

it's chinese new year soon. a few more hours.
enjoy the day everyone! =DD

i wanna be a good daughter,
good gf (to my bf to my gf) =DD
hardworking and of cos clever student =X

da si wo i also wont throw u all to lao ren yuan! =D LOVES.

goodnite. off to do my SECRET =DD haha
hopefully u will love it.

2008-02-03T12:57:00.000+08:00

The Bottom Line

Feeling depressed about something from the past? Don't be. What's done is done.

In Detail

Are you feeling depressed about something that happened in the past? Don't be. What's done is done. You have to keep carrying on. To get your mind off of things, get outside today and get your heat rate going. Remind yourself that your body is a living machine that needs to be pushed past its normal physical limits once in a while. Don't push yourself too hard -- but do push hard enough to feel the wonderful rush of endorphins that good exercise brings.

idiot. not my past but indeed i'm sad!

haha..

i wanna upload my photo!!! BUT MY JIE STILL HAVEN SEND ME. zzz box u arh.

for the past few weeks i've been suffering.

credit to my projects.

u guys made me mad.

i was totally out of mood/down on the last day.

but thankfully i still have some of you.

baby, poly is curel.

and i hate it.

it spoils everyone's image.

spoils thoughts.

i hope i can past next year and next next year.

lincoln and shuwen! thanks for accompanying me here and there to get the printing done.

si weilun. i miss u.

2008-01-30T23:34:00.000+08:00

check out my link =D the shopping list. i'll add starting tml! haha too busy now. should be studying but i went to shop instead.

Their attitude was good! superb! =DD thumbsup.

2008-01-30T20:33:00.000+08:00

ONLINE SHOPPING I'M MISSING YOU.
lol

i wanna shop!
and i love to shop on9!

i love my dear!
U ARENT UGLY LA. BAKA.
U BUANG THEN I WAT?
LIKE TT I CAN GO JUMP LE.
LOLS.
LOVES.

CHEERUP.

and i miss this girl who loves RED.

this two weeks - busy week for me.
i can die. so , darling i'm sorry!
meet me soon =D
btw our things,joyce shop.
she said shipped rite?

2008-01-29T19:43:00.000+08:00

DYING IS DEFINITELY NOT THE WAY OUT.
BUT JUST KILL ME.
YES. JUST KILL ME IS BETTER OFF THEN DOING THESE PROJECTS.

i hate those projects! to the core!
arrgh.

hate those reports.

hate to present.

whats with all these!
=.=''

ABCCCCCCCCCCCCC

CURSE AND SWEAR!*

2008-01-25T21:19:00.000+08:00

HERE, presenting my love story! HAHAHAHAHAHAAAA
idiot us.

i came to know this girl, and i fall for her.

next up, we plan to marry. TADA~~~ LOLSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS
ARENT i HANDSOME?!!! OMG.
(wei le take this pic i still hold my hair can! haha really stupid)

and tada~ my wife LOLLL. ugly princess(ALL OF US but i only got hers [ps]).

here comes the comic. LOLS.
sx : AHHHH!!!
sw : WHAT.

sh : huh?!
pw : hmmm..

damn it stupid us.
we laugh like hell la! hahaha
but so funny.

was suppose to do project but ended up having so much fun.

today also.
all wearing formal and we just kept taking pics like nobody's business. =D
loves!

innovation OVER
commskills OVER
MFP test OVER
FNET lab OVER
JAP roleplay OVER

coming :

Fnet presentation
C# project
Cmaths paper.
Fnet paper.

jia you! and then its alll OVER. =D

*edited.
i'm really lazy to post the pic taken today. lazy uploaddd! hahaa
go to miss shuwen my ''so called husband's'' blog to take a look at our stupid photo. the stupid us.
=DDD

shuwen [ <-- click!]

2008-01-20T21:54:00.000+08:00

IF YOU, ALLOW ME TO CURSE AND SWEAR,
SHOUT OUT LOUD,
I'LL DO IT AT ONCE.

okieokie, something very wrong with my mood.
so dont piss me further.

2008-01-20T21:14:00.000+08:00

SUPER NOT HAPPY.
IN FACT ANGRY.

I CANT STAND SEEING MY LAPTOP IN THIS STATE.
I CANT BEAR TO STOP U PPL FROM USING.
KILL ME CAN

IT DOESNT PAY TO BE GOOD.
IDIOT.

I AM ANGRYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY OKIEEE.

CHANGE IT CHANGE IT FOR ALL I CARE.
SUPER IDIOT.
SICKENING
FREAKS.

ALWAYS PROVOKE ME MORE WHEN IM ANGRY.

2008-01-16T12:57:00.000+08:00

おなまえわ

わたしは　ﾍﾟｲｳｪﾝ　です。

super sian. first time so early home. not yet 1, i've reached home.

awww.. AHHHH.

lazy to do project. lols. shitty me.

so i should say , is we slack dao no time and not that we have a lot of projects to do huh.

i must not drop jap!

and i love my sensei. =D

2008-01-15T21:37:00.000+08:00

I CANT DENY I'M JEALOUS!
hahaa.
pretty girls! omg.

short, pimples,fat!! AHHHH! disaster can!

like so scary.

well, today time past so fast!
we were doing fnet and didnt realised that the time was actually 5 plus.
nice, at least we did do it together. hope to finish it soon.
HOWEVER, im super not in the mood to do anything ANYTHING today / now =DDD
so cheers! good luck to all the projects.

DONT BE LATE AGAIN. PLEASE.
THURS - FNET LAB TEST. STUDY!

2008-01-14T22:19:00.000+08:00

I LOVE YOU.
I CAUSED ALL THESE
like some jinx.
I CRIED
I MADE YOU LOST YOUR PRECIOUS.
I MADE YOU WORRY
I MADE YOU CHEER ME UP WHEN U NEEDED ALL THE CONSOLATION MORE.

thanks my dear. love u lots.
the superrrr, handsome, ah siao,caring,lousy,lame shit dear. thanks.

STILL I MUST DECLARE.
I AM SUPER SUPER SG-REAN.
REALLY SINGAPOREAN OKIE.
NOT THE TOOOT! =.= IDIOT.

2008-01-13T12:58:00.000+08:00

OMG.
SIN SIN SIN.

haha after two days of hard work,
my beautiful pink room is out! =D wardrobe will be here on tue.
wonder how is it like.
BRO's and FATHER's taste ! lols
cos i dont wanna go out and choose.

now, what i've planned is ruinned again.
my projects =.=
pooofff. bye.

2008-01-11T21:41:00.000+08:00

i dont like to watch drama because if i dont like some parts or ending i will tend to comment loads to myself =D haha. this is bad!! i dont like sad ,angry,basically emo parts la.

today was pissssssing.
ahhh~ please swear you will start your project early.
EARLIER. ANDDD MORE MORE MORE MUCH MORE THEN U CAN IMAGINE DE - EARLY.
i was pisssed! for not being able to hand in any thing. like no progress at all.
all the reports were lies
all the thing said was so unimportant.
all were so fake.
we were sooo slack.
so much so, i'm worrying soo much.
why is it always me.
like, missy - DONT GET SO SUPER WORK UP OVER YOUR PROJECTS CAN.
not being able to sleep well, bathing also got ideas, in toilet,on bed - superb.
but u always cant carry out what u've said. why!

not trying to gain pity or anything like this.
but just, i need to say out to feel comfortable. really..
everytime i was about to say,or said, i'll be so reluctant to start/continue.
felt its not a need to let other pek chek with me, but i need at least someone LAAAA!

TARGET :
1) COMPLETE MFP BY TML 6PM.
2) CONTINUE YOUR C# LATER AND TML 7 PM ONWARDS.
3) NEXT UP, FNET/INNOVATION POWERPOINT.
4) REMIND THEM TO DO.
5) REMIND THEM FOR THE DRAWING.
6) ...
7) ...
8) ..anymore?

another thing before i end today's post.

TAKASHIMAYA - KFC
YOU GUYS DONT TREAT ME AS A CUSTOMER AT ALL !
IDIOTS.
I WAS WAITING LIKE AN IDIOT OVER THERE.
made my gf wait too.
awww.
heng i'm feel better now. if not i will swear not to go over there and eat. really.

2008-01-09T22:19:00.000+08:00

The Bottom Line
Someone you love will mess up your daily routine, but they don't mean any harm.

In Detail

Someone who is lovable (but also a bit frustrating) could make things a bit rocky for you, messing up all your plans for the day. Their inflexibility is going to wreak havoc with your schedule and totally upset your daily routine. The good news is that it won't take long for you to come up with a backup plan that will help you work around the obstacles they have inadvertently created. Celebrate the fact that you can always find a way to get yourself back on track.

HAHA. you.

i found out a sad fact
leongpeiwen accept it.
actually is two sad fact
one of it, PLEASE DONT TRUST PEOPLE SO MUST. uh huh.

another part of my fact i'll keep it =.=''

so into you okie. leave me and i'll kill you. mister =D

PROJECTS.
I WISH I CAN STAY OUT OF THESE.
BABY SHENG, I SAID THAT I WONT CARE DIDNT I?
I STILL CANT DO IT.
I'M STILL BUTTING IN. =[

2008-01-02T19:26:00.000+08:00

i cant stand it. i must blog.
dear blog :(
gosh today is terrible. i mean, now.
but so lucky i've got ah sheng to tok on9.
she went bathing ler =D pls complete ur hw. 90pgs omg.

IF only you understand.
i dont understand why we always become ur "chu qi tong"
you know u know?
u're unhappy about something at work, perhaps.
but we are like so super innocent.
scold us makes u happier?
i bet u will be hurt too rite?
okie perhaps physically hurt? - throat?
it's just a lose lose situation.
u can scold us, we cant talk reasons with you.
talk = more scoldings.
WHATS this?
i hate unreasonable ppls.
i hate it. seriously.
if u could understand how i feel.
being selfish over here, but i really cant stand ur temper.
BOTH U AND DAD. ALWAYS THE SUPER UNREASONABLE PPL AROUND.
arrgh.
once i say "not reasonable..." u will sure SURE 100% say back.
wt... ... .. ..
aiks.

i'm doing my homework leh pls.
i dont want to be so angry and sad okie.
wasting my time.

ARRGH.

2008-01-02T16:45:00.000+08:00

WE REALLY SUCK AT CMATHS. lols.
how sad. one hr - cant even complete a full question. just parts here and there.

baka ness.

so cold today. =.= mann.
nearly die. HAHA. okieokie Exaggerating again.

i've loads of things to do.
i just realised i've MOREMOREMROEMREOMROEROEMREEEEE.
wah =.= faint can?!
shu wen was laughing at me = for being stress ! HAHA. look so stupid then.
but stress.really.
someone, help the ugly,save my life.!

i wannnaaaaa GET OUT OF SINGAPORE.
not that i dislike SG. but i prefer outside MORE =D
i love my country okIE!

ifeltimustwriteoutthis,afterseeingyourblog. so here i am :

my dear, i want to help the poor (if i get rich too /gg) wait for me! HAHAHA that will be thousand of years later i guess.

hey. u better miss me.
so sad if u dont.
i will cry, a pool of water for u.
cos i DO miss you a lot.
i dont dare to meet you now cos :

1) SAVE MONEY BABY!
2) I arent feeling too good, dont wanna spoil the mood. (as in meet then a while wan go home =.=)
3) PROJECTS ARH GIRL.
4) singapore is really small babe T.T

SO! bear with me. i will find time okie.
you're really so important to me.
dont feel that i've neglected you pls.
VERY sorry if i've done things that upset u in 2oo7.
i will try my best not to, starting today (2008 :).
hopefully. i'm such a blurr.
you always made my day though =D i wan to share ur problems and throw it away for you!

looking back, seriously u're my only best friend. someone-always there for me. Thanks!
i felt sad to have little friends that reach this stage. So, THANKS =D i've you , thats enough.
bestie =DD LOVESLOVES..

u had better start ur project :'( if not will be same as me - dying.
hugs!
p/s : in pretty red for my pretty babe. arent ANGRY or anything =DD as it's red post. nono =D

ANOTHER PRECIOUS.
WL <3
I ONLY CAN HEAR YOUR VOICE THESE FEW DAYS. AAHHHH. :(
KILL YOU SOON =D
dont jealous arh .wahahaa. cos i felt, i really must tell her how important she is to me.
though you are too, i dont wanna say it out to you! =P
haha
i love you.

now, my mood is up to continue with my homeworks.
thanks darlings.

2007-12-31T16:36:00.000+08:00

A NEW YEAR IS COMING. 2008.

looking back at 2007,
i havent done much good deeds.
accumulate more girl =D

i really had a nice year. becos i've my precious!
though some days are really down.

from now on.. please promise u will save money!
you need to save!!! miss leong.
okieokie,
i've heard this many times. i'll try harder okie.

anyway,
bored.
went to sch TODAY.
for goodness! i went for 2hr lesson only.
all the way to yck and back to bp. =.= like so duhh.
nvm.i think i learnt something today.
at least.

i'm feeling better NOW.
stupid. always anyhow de.
sometime hao sometime worse.
please stop =.=

DONT WORK TILL U NEVER EAT I TELL YOU.
U ARENT FEI BAKA.
ANDD, DRINK MORE WATER. PLSS. =.=
IF NOT mummy scold. haha!
LOVES.

my ah sheng! super long never see you ler T.T
i'll meet u soon. now still in the super- slacking mood. LOL. u cannot slack arh more project then me.
swt today just get to know that we actually have one more stupid project coming up. T.T
bless me pls.

i've got u and i'm really... super afriad of losing you - to others.
same goes to you.

2007-12-29T17:52:00.000+08:00

my stupid jie kept "WOW-ING" when she saw me uploading these pic. (aboce those)

stop the stupidness. i've soo much today! HAHAHAHAa. superb.

MY MISTER.

i'm always doing stupid things. lols! this time , i wanted to take pic of my hair

cos its just sooooo pretty. (BUT THE PIC DONT LOOK PRETTY AT ALL. not a bit) =DDD yes i am zi kua-ing.

but accidentally took this =.= like sooo. "AHH! LOOK THERE" de stupid feeling.

done so much stupid thing and so i decided to blog.

see those pic on top. (me and my act stupid nephew. LOL)

both of us were insane. =DDDD he is just sooooooo cute rite!

tada i love you =D

2007-12-22T11:36:00.000+08:00

wake up when that thought suddenly flashing through my mind.
i wasnt aware why it came in.
it just flash pass okie!
wo ye bu xiang qiu xiang de.
hui bu kai xin de leh.

i dont know how to ask you
when i decided not to, (if i'm to ask, i feel weird.)
you called. =D
u made me not worry anymore. okie?
so dont keep thinking im still not fine.
=DD misssss you

going out with lincoln,shu xian su hui later =D
i wanna do hw also leh! T.T
nvm dont spoilt the fun hahaa.

SEEE YA.

2007-12-20T20:34:00.001+08:00

AHHH I'M BORED BORED BORED TO DEATH.
DAMN
HELP.

I ACTUALLY WENT OUT TO GET DONUTS =D
TOO BORED U SEE?
went getting donuts, i went to find jie.
at kl's house.
haha
JX still as sweet! just that she is kinda firece in game LOL.

mummy bought fishes back.
cos the previous ones died.
but then these fish kept jumping out of the tank. sooo omg la.
my heart was almost jumping out too -.-
it landed sooooo near to me can?!
i'm already quite far away from the fish tank okie =.=

sian sian sian sian
i wanna start doing my projects
BUT! zzzz. i cant get started.
help me someone?
P U S H ME.

sad. he arent feeling well.
TAKE CARE CAN.
i think i will pass my virus to you soon. =X

I WANNA :

meet ms
meet ys
meet jelly
meet von
meet feli
meet RN
meet wlwlwlwlwwlwlwlwwllwlwwlwlwlwwl xD
(all not by ranking hor! misses misses misses. sooo much)
go cycle
BBQ
chalet
stay by the beach
slacking
gossiping!

2007-12-19T23:19:00.000+08:00

i thought this was funny though.

having a conversation with my fren. and here goes..
- .ValthexRoyal. says : u busy?
련패문 said : looking at fren's blog.
- .ValthexRoyal. said : mei sheng?
련패문 said : yea
련패문 said : omg
련패문 said : how u know
- .ValthexRoyal. said : lols*
- .ValthexRoyal. says : ur fren = mei sheng
- .ValthexRoyal. says : /swt
련패문 says : hahaha
련패문 says : omgomg
련패문 says : omgomg everyone knows
련패문 says:LOL
- .ValthexRoyal. says : no more another fren
- .ValthexRoyal. says : /swt

okie! really omg-ing. LOL..

sad wen zi wen zi.
yuan li wo.
i hate you.
hate me too please.
sad la damn itchy can
soooo many wen zi's kisses on my leg.
damn..

my handsome went to cut hair! haha
still as handsome.baka.
misses nite! better sleep early.!!! LOOK AT THE TIME NOW.

and my dearest ms!
cheerup :(!

2007-12-18T20:35:00.000+08:00

used di's phone to take de =DD
a while ago. lols.

sian arh. today is my GF'S BIRTHDAY.
but i cant be there for her. awwww.!!
she wasnt happy of how u guys plan it anyway!
though mine wasnt that good too but i think at least better?

GF.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOUUUUUUUUUUUUU.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MEI SHENGG =D
HAPPY BIRTHDAYYYYY TO YOU!
iloveyou.~ =D

my house -.- WAR WAR WAR AND WAR.
conflicts here and there.
words flying across my face. lols
heng i wasnt involved at all. thank god.
mummy told me allllll her "bu suang" today.
i knew this like.... erm... 7-8 years ago? she is repeating them always!everyyear.
but i can understand.
u guys just arent being fair to her nor us!
think okie think!
shitty.

red nails.
I WANTED TO SHOW DARLING!
but she made a decision to not meet me today.
she is always super tot-ful la.
she is afraid that she might walk off with me. thats why!
seee! open ur eyes and treat her right! treasure her.

GOSSIPPP TODAY.
with my dearest cousin , rachel!
she knew whats on my mind.
we were like .. "erm HAN NOR HAN NOR!!"
lols! =D girls arhh.
u know u know??!! hahaa.
she hepled me to look into it once we got home!
a relief. =D
but heartborken still. can!~

aww.aww.awww.
met jingyi and shijie yesterday =D
miss allll of my frens out there! (yuan shu , ruoning, jelly, feli,von)!!!seriously!

i arent feeling too good.
med are suppose to make me feel better isnt it?
but im not.
getting worse.
i might even adopt a guy's voice soon. LOL!
oh no i pray not!

i miss you! you you!
tml =D!

2007-12-17T20:01:00.000+08:00

note : welcome to my super random post.
continue only if u dont mind =D
cos really very random!!

~~baby, i can only upload tonite when jie home.~~
~~she took the cam away :(~~
~~sorry~~ hahaa i'll post soon!~~

UPDATED.

mann! tomorrow is MS'S BIRTHDAY =D
nu ren. lao yi sui le ! hekhek.
thanks for cheering me up yst!
if not for u i would be there crying till i die. HAHAHA
so shameful to cry leh -.-
my bro tot i hungry so i cry.. LOL
i think i scared him.
and he went to buy food for me. how sweet. yet i scared him.
hahaa!

i told my mum i want to invest in papaya. LOL!
that papaya is damnnn small la. imagine arh, the size of my hand.

OMG.

and sooooo expensive. ---> $3 each.

i told mum to give me my money eveyrday so i can invest in eating everyday -.-

SO SUPER NICE LA. taste very VERY dupper nice.

this super bad guy! ill treat me only.
=D

my precious =D
(taken while on the way home from IT fair. MY EYES real small can! i was feeling like sooo tired already.)

i said i feel like eating donuts huh! =(((
awwww i'll get it soon.
(if only i am not lazy to go out)

THIS UGLY DRAWING! hahaha done by the very pretty leongpeiwen.
lOL. so ugly. but its meant to be ugly. so accept it.

aww and this =.=
i love drawing in msn. but only my laptop has the drawing tool lols. so! draw this for jx /gg
who ask u to disturb me.

saw this outside sh's house de busstop. LOL
LEONG BEE ST.
my street =D
LEONG LEONG.

shu wen and pei wen! =D during our christmas skit.
i wan to watch myself perform!awww.

leonard, darius,darius's gf ,shuwen ,peiwen =D

WHAT ARE U DOING (shu wen)!!!

shu wen said she loves me. and she took a pic of me while i'm not looking. LOL!!
p/s : the part where she love me = lies. LOL

MY MI SHU! hahaa and shu wennnnn!

I AM FEELING SOOOOOO TERRIBLE AT HOME.
MY LIFESTYLE TODAY : SLEEEEPPP
WAKE UP,
EAT,
PLAY A WHILE,
EAT,
EAT,
SLEEP,
WAKE UP,
BLOG! AWWW.kill me pls.

SI W L .
IF U DARE TO ABANDON ME.
I'LL BE OMG-ing.

2007-12-16T22:26:00.001+08:00

IF U KNOW HOW I FEEL!

btw,
I'M SAD - ED BABY.
u used this today. coppy coppy.

I PROMISE I ONCE AGAIN HATE FRIENDSTER.

2007-12-16T22:15:00.001+08:00

tao yan ni men.
changed my words. hai mummy tot..

went out with my darling just now.
aww i think i made a super boring day for her.
but lets hope not! hahaha..
aeae. dont sian sian arh. must enjoy. =D sorry. till im richer and older. i'll give u surprise. i hope.

more and more each day.
omg.
u aware?

2007-12-09T00:02:00.001+08:00

my superb.

the pig me, hurt my precious,

aww sorry!

lazy to blog!
but i'm here. haha
was doing project at su hui's house today.

gonna upload my pic soon!
(class christmas skit)

was so nicely done except for the music part. tech error. its okie=DD

and darius really can fart a lot.

nice one everyone and i love it.

2007-12-07T12:30:00.000+08:00

if u could understand how i feel.

got a D for my c #.
was like duh.

after tat i looked at my phone.
super duh then.

and now terrible.

2007-12-05T20:20:00.001+08:00

F. I SWEAR I AM ANGRY.
SWEAR.

2007-11-30T20:09:00.000+08:00

i said i wanna complain here!
hi world!
i didnt know my classmates can be this childish!
aiyo. =(

SI GUO RONG ARH.
pek chek leh. i said i hate all these dirty tings la. i hate ppl to dirty my face too. so stop it.

SI BEI PEK CHEK.
DAMN LA.
PPL DIDNT REPLY ME RITE.
THEN U SCOLD ME FOR WAT FUCK.
=.=''
please be reasonable.

i'm super pek chek today la.
i must say sorry but really. too many and i'll EXPLORE i tell u.

at first late, secondly bro ask my to go back give him his ez link. third they like tt disturb me and fouth pui ice =.= , fifth MUMMY!!!!!!!!!!!!!, damn!@@

ru guo yao wo be fun, do respect me.

2007-11-26T21:13:00.000+08:00

my precious! =D
shitty blog. it is taking longer to upload pic.

and there goes~~~
my god.
i actually took it for granted that it will be mine -.- how can i make such mistake!
sadddddd-ed.VERY.
:((

what if i die tml.
i asked some.
haha all their reaction were : siao!
if not , kept quiet.

i mean it mann!
i hate those wen zi.
i've got many bites from them already.
can go bonker with them flying here and there.
i go to my bedroom one followed then stay infront of computer also bite, go kitchen also follow. DAMN. i think i too sweet.
like sooo no choice.
DAMN IT.
very angry okie.
really. u bet!

went to retrive my watch =D its done
loves.

BE WITH ME ALL MY PRECIOUS! goodnite.
really misses all.